Thursday, February 24, 2011
Day 1
well today was very different i slept in. i didn't make it to prayer like i was hoping to however i had some great news i only am stuck in school for one class not to which means i get to be home by 11:30 today yippe. i have decided to right this blog to help get what i feel out of my system and to keep me less stressed out. my class that i have today is astronomy 101. it is very different then what i am used to as a class. we do alot of star learning and it makes me wonder how can i stay on the strait path as a jew when all he is doing is making me question the fact that we might ot be the only ones in this world. i know this sounds weird but if u sat in on my class you would understand what i am talking about. my drive to school was interesting i have been having this feeling of always getting in to a car accident and it scares me b/c i dont want to be in any accident b/c if i get hurt my parents will be devastated and angry at the same time. lunch for me is david chu's one of the best chines food around baltimore. i ordered sesame chicken (white meat). so i got a phone call from my home boy who asked me to pick him up today. i had to use the gps on my droid phone (smart phone, for those that dont know what it is...shamu) and it sent me through the ghetto of baltimore. has anyone realized how the ghetto part of baltimore looks? it is really bad. i drove by a set of houses that were all borded up with concrete i mean come on world why cant we buy the houses and make them livable for people. we have so many people living on the streets why cant our taxes go for getting them off the street instead of going to people who use the system when they dont need it. well enough with that i took a call today for chaverim. it was a car crash and i have to say i feel bad for both party's involved but more so for the one in the bmw because she was from Finland and was in the states working as a nanny for someone and i think due to this she is going to be fired and sent back she was also crying and it was sad i wanted to go over to her and confort her but i cant b/c of ethical reasons, so i didnt. work today was crazy short didnt go long but was very long at the end of the day had alot to clean up. i have a question do the people that come in to the store just to make the employees lifes a living hell i mean come on we are trying to help you out to the best of our ability. well that is all for day one
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I have thought about that too, about the existence of G-d. I feel he exists, but is in the background, but occasionally will step out and help. Before going into Open Heart Surgery, I felt like giving up, what's the use if I'm going to die on the operating table, but when I came out of the hospital, I felt God was in my background and had stepped forward. I still felt like giving up. I've decided to step away from Judaism for some time, get my head in order, I don't feel I need religion to strap me down and control me. That feeling of dread of having a car accident is okay, but now you should be careful. Life is complicated you should take one day at a time.
ReplyDeleteCool blog fader, keep it up. Interesting first post b/c I took Intro to Astronomy a couple of semesters ago and it was my favorite I had ever taken. It actually made me appreciate God's creations so much more. It would not be against the Torah or Judaism to believe other beings exist... I dont know why this specifically would challenge any religious beliefs.
ReplyDeleteFunny you should mention car crash the day I total my car and get banged up myself... Good work.